Not as much as I think...
Reading: nothing
Eating: nothing
Drinking: milky coffee... keep awake Katie!
Listening to: "Anything But Ordinary" by Avril Lavigne
Feeling: furious
Right now I don't think anyone has any clue how mad I am. My hands are shaking again, but this time with barely controlled fury rather than what it was like the other day. If Elisa were here, I'd be trying to rip her head off, and I don't mean metaphorically either. I hate her so much, and I don't hate people as often as it might seem. I think there are only about 3 people that I do actually hate, and she's one of them. The other 2 are irl people, and their names don't matter here.
Anyway, after a while of doing other stuff and not finishing this entry, I've decided I'm getting a different journal spot... and this time, she won't get it.
Why does it matter so much anymore? I've been talking so much... and you know, despite all of what she says, I just think when I hear what she's said to Shan, that there is a very mixed up little girl - because after all, she's only just turned 16... I think Elisa needs to do some serious soul-searching... maybe to put aside everything and find out who she really is. I did that after my first real trial... when I was on the floor, I picked myself up, pushed everything behind me and I tried to make something new of myself and my life. I think that's what she needs to do now also. Anyway, I gtg, so see ya later.. Well, not here, but elsewhere. I don't want her to read my journal anymore :P
Au revoir!
Eating: nothing
Drinking: milky coffee... keep awake Katie!
Listening to: "Anything But Ordinary" by Avril Lavigne
Feeling: furious
Right now I don't think anyone has any clue how mad I am. My hands are shaking again, but this time with barely controlled fury rather than what it was like the other day. If Elisa were here, I'd be trying to rip her head off, and I don't mean metaphorically either. I hate her so much, and I don't hate people as often as it might seem. I think there are only about 3 people that I do actually hate, and she's one of them. The other 2 are irl people, and their names don't matter here.
Anyway, after a while of doing other stuff and not finishing this entry, I've decided I'm getting a different journal spot... and this time, she won't get it.
Why does it matter so much anymore? I've been talking so much... and you know, despite all of what she says, I just think when I hear what she's said to Shan, that there is a very mixed up little girl - because after all, she's only just turned 16... I think Elisa needs to do some serious soul-searching... maybe to put aside everything and find out who she really is. I did that after my first real trial... when I was on the floor, I picked myself up, pushed everything behind me and I tried to make something new of myself and my life. I think that's what she needs to do now also. Anyway, I gtg, so see ya later.. Well, not here, but elsewhere. I don't want her to read my journal anymore :P
Au revoir!
